Sunday, June 22, 2008
My Relationship (What the fuck is goin on)
My 1st blog;I'm afriad. lets get to the point, I have been sad for the pass week. My boyfriend is a DJ n hes been off and on tour. Everytime he leaves hes nice, caring, he reminds me how much he loves me, and he texts and calls me all day. Then he starts to act different he's not calling or texting so much. so I did what anyone would do I told him "When you get back home dont call me". Wait I made a mistake so I calle him back 2days later with nice texts like"I love u", "I miss you","I'm so sorry","I was just mad"etc. He didnt ANSWER for 2 days. Then he starts talking about I'm mean. I did this 2 myself. He had me feeling so sad; when the real reason I said that was because I felt alone. Well we made up but its still not like it was, I havent been able to see him. I texted him yesterday I miss u 2 much, hes responds was Im on my way to summer jam. You never know how much you love someone until you have been through a break up I cant stop crying cause I love him so much n want this 2 work. I'm just at a point where I dont know what to do. Everytime I say "Ok then Ill let you live your life, I'll leave you alone", he says no I dont want 2 break up. We have been together for 16months; hard times but a whole lot of good times. Hes the best boyfriend I ever had, also a good asS friend. He use to do alot 2 make me happy. He's ALso my gET Away when Im stressed at home. I love hes mother she loves me, its the same with my mom n him. AT the sametime I dont want to feel unwanted but thats how I been feeling
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